I am a dancer and I’ve experienced dancing with great people. But I am misinterpreted by some. Is it wrong to speak out your ideas? I know it isn’t. I’m not dumb either to think that it would cause them a problem. I am speaking out because I know it would help. I don’t want to keep my ideas esp. when it can be very useful. The problem that I only see is that I am the only one does the talking. They do not do that, they just shut but talks behind our back or for example, when the meeting is over. They think I’m bossy. I am rude with words I use. Well, I want everything to be direct, what do they want, play hide and seek and guess riddles? I also speak because of my initiative. I am initiative said our coach. I am a perfectionist too. Does anyone want to be left behind when everyone is trying their best to be perfect? Esp in dance competitions, would you compete with a routine you just prepared for a week? If you’re so great and you think you’ll win without hesitation,then GO. But you know? We are not YET so great. We haven’t prove that we can be the best of the best. But I can tell somehow there are improvements. Our captain sometimes hates me, his girlfriend hates me more. What the fuck did I do? They say, I am just a member (I was’t voted for the re-election, before I was the treasurer) I act like a captain, I always steal the job of her boyfriend. LOOK! Sometimes they do not know that our captain insist me o tells me to do his job. Our coach even tries to contact me to do a task cos I always make sure everything will be done on time. What is their problem? Well in fact, when the girlfriend was the secretary she didn’t do anything. She put in her mind that she has this power to hurt others with her unpleasant words because the captain, the leader, the president is her boyfriend. We are old enough.. I am. I pretend not to see or hear her. It would only cause me a big trouble. And there’s this beautiful young lady, full of beauty because she wears make up. Everywhere every time. When it comes to costumes and beautification, She has none. Where’s the beauty? She’s top of the class but a friend of mine said, she’s smart cos she cheats. Never mind. Well at first, good thing I am very kind cos I bring extra clothes and make ups for everybody. But I don’t think they realize that there are personal things that we shouldn’t share? Until now, she and the others have the mentality of depending on others since we are a group. But I believe we can’t improve if we only depend on others actually. Where’s the care for one’s self? And you wouldn’t believe me. We are already college and yet we act like high schools. I am angry. But to avoid trouble and the talking, here’s tumblr. Urrgh. What a year..